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Hello all

So as some of you may know my mental health has taken a turn for the worst... anxiety is rife and I can barely function as a person, I dislike myself tremendously and most of the time wish for death just to end it, this is of course a very unhealthy way to be, but I've been unable to shake it for a long while now...

Recently these thought have gotten much worse however, and suspect that I may have developed bipolar, I have tried getting appointments with therapists but a combination of to the virus and for some reason local ones not seeing me because I have had suicidal tendencies I cannot get an appointment...

I have attempted suicide twice... my mindset shifts from what I am normally, to a heavily depressed, slightly hostile asshole person and it terrifies me to be like that, I dont want to be responsible for hurting anyone or making them sad. I often can't breathe too well when I'm like it and upon the end of these fits I get incredibly dizzy and generally disoriented with a big headache.

I usually isolate myself from talking to people if I know that I may hurt them....

I normally try and keep this sort of talk away from my artistes as I know others suffer similar emotions and dont want to be responsible for the depression or harmful actions of anyone else because of this, not to mention how I see it, you guys don't come here for this kinda talk you come to places like this to get away from dark places. but I feel this should at least be posted up to make my watchers aware of it...

I thought I'd be honest and open with you all about this and have always tried my best to be so... as always I'm open to questions and if you feel like ya want to share anything please feel free to do so...

Thank you for your understanding and sticking with me throughout these times and I hope ya have a good day, take care of yourself... your much more important to more people than you realise...

Axial97
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Heya all, just wanted to be letting you all know about a new comic group called "Comic Collection", a place of mangas and comics alike, if you have a comic series, here is a good place to post it, check it out! www.deviantart.com/comiccollec…
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Heyo all, i know i dont write or post too much anymore Tis busy being an axial...

Anyways, the reason I write this is on the subject of the "Experimental" series of images, you may have seen them: 
High-Five! (experimental construction method) by Axial97Behind the photo shoot- Jirachi by Axial97Solstice fluff - Experimental Image 3 by Axial97Experimental 4 - Watercolor Pachirisu by Axial97Chikaki (experimental construction) by Axial97

I was wondering if anyone would like their characters as the subject of one of these experimental images. As a disclaimer, these are NOT requests and will not be treated as such. Meaning there is no timescale on which they have to be drawn, there is no dictation on the subject of the image, and They may not even get drawn at all, and as they are experimental images they may not turn out as expected or desired.

Of course I will try my best, but I cannot guarantee anything with these style of images. These images may not be drawings either (although most of the time they probably will be) they may be 3d models or prints. These images are basically for developing my existing tools and techniques, and finding new ones to expand my toolbox so to speak. 

There is no limitation on characters, however it would be helpful if there is a certain theme you would rather not see your character in (gore, NSFW, etc) 

a suggested layout for the comment could be:
___________________________
(Character Link to ref sheet)
(Character Name) 
(non-favorable themes) 
_____________________________

This character drop-off is open to everybody, watchers and not :>

Cheers 

Axial97
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Hey guys and girls, wondering if anyone else is heading up to comic-con next weekend? im going all day friday and saturday (25th- 26th of october) If your interested in meeting me up there in person come up and say hi ma dudes and dutetts, to put a face to the name in case your interested a face you know who to look for, an ogre looking guy with red and black hair blue eyes and a goatee XD Ill see ya there! Its up in london In the EXcel center next to London city airport
 Img 20191006 171706[1] by Axial97
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Ok, so from doing some more reading and viewing on videos and such, apparently Article 13 is indeed trying to eliminate copyrighted content, however its not in the way we first thought... 

Apparently there are a lot of exemptions within the legislation, there is a part that allows copyrighted characters/ content, as long as the artist making it is not making any money from the content or it is for educational purposes.

So it means basically I wont be able to take commissions on copyrighted characters anymore, but drawing them for free is fine apparently so basically it means that memes are safe, and so is fanart of characters (Woo-hoo!), as long as Deviantart as an organisation gains the relevant licenses and permissions from Nintendo and other companies like such to host the content. 

There is a video here that cleans things up: 


It seems that Article 13 is aimed more at the social media sites hosting the content than it is for individual users which is a relief :>...

Apologies for any confusion earlier on, I myself was mighty scared too ill be honest

Axial97
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